Cloudy

Wen the day start...the lie keep on going n going...every time wen I am going out...I have to think of an excuse to hang out...i feel I am thief...I have to lie everything...but y...I feel bad...I wish I can tell the truth...I need u all to support me...I need some1 thr for me...I just wann b together with him...tat is all I wan it...

Feel gulity

Is almost two years...I don noe how I can keep it with me...I do wanna b honest to thm...but wat I get is a terrible answer...some times I do rly think of telling the truth...but who rly willing to noe it...I lie is cuz I care...I rly care...n since wen I began to used to it...more n more...make me feels so unwell...after all...the "story" I keep on saying...it do hurts me...I wish to have a happy ending...a wonderful happy ending...

Rainy Saturday...

Dear all, today I went to photo shop to get my graduation photo...n I gave it to mom have a look...n suddenly mom ask me about my dear...I was shock...n she ask me tat am I still with him...I don noe how to answer her...it makes me feel so complicated...I don noe how to tell her tat I am still with him...I don wish to lie to her...I feel so bad wen I lie to her every time wen I hang out with my dear...I wish to tell my whole family tat he is my dear...I wish to bring him back home for dinner too...I wish bring him along wen v have a family trip...I wish tat he can celebrate every festival with my family as well...but...why...why...I don noe how to tell thm...I wish to tell...but I don wish tat the "thing" will happen again...I don wish to choose...I don wan to choose...wat can I do...who can teach me...I just wish to b together with some1 tat I love...jesus...can u help me...can u teach me wat to do...wat can do tat can make all of thm happy...I don wish to lose any1...I don wan to lose my dear...

Sekinchan trip

Yesterday was a total great day...me n dear's family went to sekinchan 1 day trip...v have sea food as our lunch...tan v went to paddy, pictures, play around...haha...it was a vry wonderful day for me...I wish to b with dear like tat early day...n before v back to rawang...v stop at a cendol bakar to take a rest n eat some cendol...haha...wat a wonderful day I had...thx^^

Graduation n celebration day^^

Yesterday was my graduation day...after 2 n half year...finally now I am graduated^^hahahaha...thx to my dearest family n my dear sisters...thx to thm for coming to my gradution ceremony...giving me a lot of great...I also received flowers from thm...n a lovely call from my dear...although he is not thr with me...but I am glade tat he called me^^n tat nite I went to italiannisi for dinner to celebrate my graduate...n today I went to rawang Jusco n celebrate with my dear^^ I love u all for being thr with me...n let me to share the happiness with u all...thx god^^

Happy sunday

Early in the morning...I drove to HRC mass with my dear...after the mass I go n teach Sunday school with him...haha...now I noe wat is the feel of teaching a badge of kindergarten children...it was fun in the class with thm...n I met his partner...n it was her last day teaching...the kids r so cute...some r active...some r silent doing their coloring...after all...I went to dear's por por house to get some rest...it was so great to spend my Sunday with my dear...wen izzit I can bring my dear Terence come to my house...join our family...enjoy chit chatting with my family...I hope tat it will dreams come true...amen^^ I love all of u...Muackx...

Jesus camp

Tis three day two nite...I joined HRC to kuang for Jesus camp n is just near by dear's house...it was awesome...I get to noe more how is their church camp...I feel like so much fun...even thought some of thm is the first time I meet thm...is like v noe each other vry long time ago...haha...it was vry vry fun...I enjoy tis three day...with dear n all the fren...I have a wonderful camp...thx god...thx dear...I love both of u so much...<3<3