1st day working

today is my 1st day working...so nervous n scary...haha...ppl thr r friendly...n 1 thing is...i have to rmb all the name of the bread n the price...omgosh...arghhhhh...thr r so many of thm..."thy "may noe me...but i don...TT...haix...never mind...since i have choose to work at thr...i have the responsible to rmb it...i believe tat i can rmb all of it...hehe...

1st date

13/4...our vry 1st date...haha...3 month...v have together for 3 month...i din think of all tis will rly come true to me...i din think of v will b together...but all tis rly do come true...u have come into my heart, my life n my dream...but i am afraid tat...the day wen u leave me...wat will gonna happen to me...i feel scare...can v just together forever...i cant imagine tat wen i lost u...wat will happen to me...but i do enjoy it...thx dear for accompany me... although u feel tired or unwell...u din say it out to let me noe...u let enjoy the whole movie n the whole day...but even thought u din say it out...i still can feel it...u r feeling unwell during the movie...wen i ask u...u never say anything n just call me enjoy...u try not to let me worry...but if next happen the same thing...i sure will call u go back...no matter how...self health is more important tan anything^^

sem break

sem break...is suppose to b happy for it...all of us don have to go to class...tis is most of the student like the most...so do i...but...holiday being at home for the whole day is so damn boring...gosh...can i hang out with my fren or my dear...haix...but...fren have to work...dear not here...how oh...so boring...wen dear is inviting me to somewhr...like to melaka to st. peter...mommy like so don like it...y ah...izziat cuz i told her tat he is my bf...so she don allow...hallo...is just a bf...not the next day i will bcome his wife...plz...at least let me noe...y...i just wanna join...i don wish tat is cuz he is a boy n i am a gal...i noe wat am i doing...tis is my own decision...get more experience to learn whr is place v have done wrong...i noe i have a lovely family...all of u love me so much n don wish i will get hurt...but i noe wat i am doing...i wish after my 21st birthday...u all will let go ur hand...n try to let me do something tat i wish, i wan, i hope to do...n i feel sad bout tat day...dear birthday...n i cant celebrate with him...feel sad n something unhappy happened too...haix...god...plz help us...plz help me...i wish my parents will support wat i do...i am nor longer a little gal anymore...i am going to b 21 next year...plz give me some privacy...