my feelings

wen the day i saw the msg on fb...i ly rmb tat the saturday is my dear fren's birthday...n i have forgotten...I'm sry for tat...but at least got a nite me, yuki n ivy go out n gossip...hehe...n i got many "information" from thm...haha...but anyway...feel like vry long din sit down n talk to thm...n friday ris come to my house n bake a cake for her dear...not bad not bad...n sometime dear will come up n find me or give me a call...wow...almost 1 year d le...thx god for giving me such a lovely dear bf...thx so much...rly kinda miss my high skul life...i wish to have freedom sometime...i am a girl tat like to play so much...i just wish to have freedom...n do something tat i wish n like to do...plz let me go...

rainy day but sunny heart

dear yesterday come to sunway n have dinner with me...hehe...so happy le...so sweet sweet...is like vry long din ly two of us holding hand...chit chat...^^baby thx so much all the way from rawang to my house n take me out for dinner...is almost 1 year le...hehe...time past faster tan i thought...all the memory...the happiness...thx dear for everything u gave me...although sometime will miss u vry much...but wen u call me tat time...i fell so warm...thx for all...i love u^^

2nd week

suppose to b work hard in my study 1st...but tan i wish to build up a better future at the same time...i noe is kinda hard...will b having a lots of reject from ppl...stress n upset...but all tis will b gone after i success...success without u like less something in my life...i prefer our life will b full of colourful memory...i wonder tat do u think of it too??its stil kinda hard for me to forget everything with u...no is i cant let it go...i am not bear to let it n u go...i prefer tat both of us work together n get our lovely future together...i wish to text u or give u a call...but i am afraid tat u r doing something bz...i wish to hug u n at beside of me sometime...but...i am still waiting n hoping...will v able to get back...ur sleeping face let think bout wats happen between us...n i so wish to lie on u...i just don noe y...my mind keep on thinking of u...n now i noe it y...is cuz i still have the feel to u...but i noe tat after v success...something will change...but not my feel to u...cuz money cant buy a true love...

the 2nd time

i feel funny n sad...is almost gonna b 1 year d...but seem like there r "something" still surrounding between us...i noe tis is not the suitable time for u or me to continue...mayb u r rite...both of us need sometime for our own problem...i wish to at beside u giving all my support...but i will pray for u...although i cant be at beside u...i will still giving my support...i noe tat u can success soon...n find ur way...if u need me...i will b 24 hours on call for u...i will like to b ur listener...miss u so much...n wish u can success soon n bless u dear...

the new month of the year

many thing suddenly just happened...haha...i feel speechless with it...wanna call u scare u r busy...think of text u...scare will disturb u...think of u everyday...although v r in different places...just a call or a message...it will make me feel warm...v keep on asking the same question...that is why...haha...sometime feel funny for that...why v will in love?why v will together?why v will like to think of something funny?haha...baby...i rly miss u so...but is ok...i know u r working hard for future...so i will b ur women who always support beside u...bless u...hope u can got ur target to Sydney...all the best to u dear^^

7 month

from the start till now...u always giving me many happiness n make me feel so in love...i rly appreciate everything u give me...our memory, ur love, ur patient, ur everything...thx for all...all u given me is sweet...n i will never forget it...feel too suddenly for all tis...i rly wish tat i can always b ur side...v can always sharing...no matter happy or sad u will also share with me...i do rly hope tat time can go back...back to the day v start...no any1...just me n u...dear...i rly wish v can back together...i rly wish tat v got future...i rly hope it...i am glad tat v have all the same memory...but i hope tat it will never end...i hope tat after 1 year or 2 or even 3 years...i still can loudly n call u my dear...in my heart u always is my dear...thx...thx for all...

i am sry for being moody

yesterday nite...i suddenly feel moody...i wrote some "rubbish" to dear...i am so stupid...i feel so unsafe...i noe wat i wrote out will couse him problem...will disturb his thinking...i shouldn't say something like tat to him...i am sry...i am rly rly sry...plz don b mad...plz....

the 2nd month of sem break

i have work in cake sense for 1 and a half month d...wow...working at thr is quite fun...ppl thr r fun...although is boring...but at least i can noe some1 new n something new from thr...sometimes feel like so tired n slpy during working...no choice...cuz is toooooo boring...no customer...wat to do...all of thm go to our "neighbor"....three cake shop "fight" in a same area...haix...but soon i am gonna resigning d...1 more month...tan i will say goodbye d...hehe...time for me to slp d...now me still have to continue for work...tomolo morning...haix...hehe...

hang out with dear n his fren

yesterday nite i was still thinking...how am i gonna meet dear today...so i call gor gor drop me to mib...but tis morning i received a call from dear...he said tat his on the way to my house n is gonna reach too...wow...haha...wen he reached...i jump into the car...n i saw his fren...he study in cilantro too...haha...all dear told me bout him is so true...haix...he knock a person car by hand n is cuz the car almost block us...omg...haix...but he is funny guy...n today dear bring us to Amway HQ for visit...is a huge building...wow..ppl r frenly...n i saw some of the ppl tat i knew from the center...n 1 is dear at center de mommy...hehe...now i noe d...he ly scare of her...haha...he intro all bout the center to me...the factory...n thy shop at thr...i saw the odm watch...so wish to buy it...so nice...n after tat v wen to dear pj's house to take his demo file...hehe^^after tat v wen to fish's salon...i go n cut my hair...now my front hair short d...hehe...n v met a guy tat is so like to chui shui...all of us so betahan tat guy...haix...after dinner dear n his fren send me back home...luckily nobody scold me...haha...happy happy...thy don have to worry...hanging out with dear i will b back home soon de...cuz my dear noe the rules...haha...but is happy to hang out with dear n his fren today...hope can hang out with thm again^^♥♥♥

hi hi^^

wow...long time din come inside here n write something d...haha...sem break still got 2 more months to go...work at cakesense for 1 month d...hehe..so fast...last friday i was off...so i planned to go pyramid...in the first nobody accompany to go...so i just think of go there alone...tan i told dear...he just said, ok la...i accompany you to pyramid...haha...happy happy...we watch fast five...wat a nice movie we had...thx dear for come and accompany me tat day...hehe...and joann is going to have her exam and i am her model...hehe...free facial for me...hehe...and just saw ivy's blog...ly knew tat her bb just past away...feel sad for her...bb accompany us for 1 year when we still at high school...all the best la...is time to get rdy for work d...hehe...bye la^^

1st day working

today is my 1st day working...so nervous n scary...haha...ppl thr r friendly...n 1 thing is...i have to rmb all the name of the bread n the price...omgosh...arghhhhh...thr r so many of thm..."thy "may noe me...but i don...TT...haix...never mind...since i have choose to work at thr...i have the responsible to rmb it...i believe tat i can rmb all of it...hehe...

1st date

13/4...our vry 1st date...haha...3 month...v have together for 3 month...i din think of all tis will rly come true to me...i din think of v will b together...but all tis rly do come true...u have come into my heart, my life n my dream...but i am afraid tat...the day wen u leave me...wat will gonna happen to me...i feel scare...can v just together forever...i cant imagine tat wen i lost u...wat will happen to me...but i do enjoy it...thx dear for accompany me... although u feel tired or unwell...u din say it out to let me noe...u let enjoy the whole movie n the whole day...but even thought u din say it out...i still can feel it...u r feeling unwell during the movie...wen i ask u...u never say anything n just call me enjoy...u try not to let me worry...but if next happen the same thing...i sure will call u go back...no matter how...self health is more important tan anything^^

sem break

sem break...is suppose to b happy for it...all of us don have to go to class...tis is most of the student like the most...so do i...but...holiday being at home for the whole day is so damn boring...gosh...can i hang out with my fren or my dear...haix...but...fren have to work...dear not here...how oh...so boring...wen dear is inviting me to somewhr...like to melaka to st. peter...mommy like so don like it...y ah...izziat cuz i told her tat he is my bf...so she don allow...hallo...is just a bf...not the next day i will bcome his wife...plz...at least let me noe...y...i just wanna join...i don wish tat is cuz he is a boy n i am a gal...i noe wat am i doing...tis is my own decision...get more experience to learn whr is place v have done wrong...i noe i have a lovely family...all of u love me so much n don wish i will get hurt...but i noe wat i am doing...i wish after my 21st birthday...u all will let go ur hand...n try to let me do something tat i wish, i wan, i hope to do...n i feel sad bout tat day...dear birthday...n i cant celebrate with him...feel sad n something unhappy happened too...haix...god...plz help us...plz help me...i wish my parents will support wat i do...i am nor longer a little gal anymore...i am going to b 21 next year...plz give me some privacy...

after 1 week back from japan

wow...1st time went to japan...fun......but v din go for Disneyland...too bad...all is because of the tsunami n the earthquake...every places of tokyo going to have no electricity for 3 hour...so cant go...bad n sad...i purpose of going to japan is to Disneyland...but my dream have broke...haix...too bad...wish can go to Disneyland someday...the most excited place is at fuji mountain...i go for spa after v put our luggage into the room...all of us are nude...haha...n tan nite wen i was getting rdy to slp...suddenly earthquake...all of run out from room...omgosh...but at least v having a lot of fun in the whole trip...haha...

1st time

yesterday keith suddenly invite me to swim...wow...i din swim 4 many years d...haha...tan today after morning class...me, my dear, keith, peter n arif go n swim...haha...v had a lot of fun...after v swim...v wen 4 lunch...n suddenly dear mommy call him..n ask y he din go 4 class...n he feel innocent n mad...n something happen...i wish i tat i ly think too much...but i feel bad...my heart like got something making me feel bad...plz don do like tat to me...u either scold me or wat ever...but don leave me alone...i just wish tat no matter wat happen u will hope tat i will b beside u...happy, sad, up set, angry...or wat...wat ever u do just don ignore me...i don like it...u can tell me...if u r not happy...i will b thr 4 u no matter wat...always...

feel sry to u

today wen heard u said bout the "thing"...i feel bad n guilty of it...i am sry to u...i shouldn't do tat thing to u...i thought u have forgot...but...i am so sry...from the v start to have tis kind of relation...i noe it will b difficult...but everything still going fine...but sometime i rly think of...wat r v now...sometime like v r..but sometime don...am i...who i am to u...can i noe the answer...can i noe it...

tis few days

before class start...me hang out with my dear sisters...although is not all of us attended...but at least 6 or us r there...hehe...we bbq tat nite n after tat v went 4 movie...hehe...wow...back to home d already 1 d...hehe...but v slp on 3am...haha...so enjoy n fun...1st day to class...omgosh...so pening...but still have to continue my class...haix...today is Valentine...tis is my 1st year celebrate with my dear...n today also is our anniversary...hehe...his gift is so special...is a....hehe...thx^^

hang out with my cousin

today me n my brothers n sis hang out 4 movie with my cousin...haha...v watch wat women wan at mid valley...hehe...fun fun fun...movie was nice...n guess wat...tomolo i am going out with my fren...haha...cant wait to c thm n hang out with thm...hehe...

at here i hope tat everything can b good...wish everything goes well...cuz i love u...so i am not willing to lose u...but i don wish tat u will feel bad cuz of the "poison" tat u said to me...i hope tat i can help 4 tat...can any1 teach me...wat i can help...

1st day of cny

today is the 1st day of cny...it suppose to b happy n have fun...1 thing...so sad...i drop my bracelet tat is gave by my godmom...n i cant find it back...haix...so bad...haiix...but i hope tat if some1 who took it or found it will take good care of it...or he/she will pass to father or to the office to return me back...hope so...

cny

erm...so long never come n write my blog d...tis few weeks ok ok lo...almost all my fren going back to hometown...me don have to go back...cuz is just near by ly...haha...almost every month i will go back to my hometown 4 once...so new year every1 is gonna b bz...hanging out...fooling around...gambling...hehe...maybe la...but the most important thing is v gather together...

happy

cny is coming soon...so fast...n me now is 20 years old d...but me now is full of sweetness...haha...my result...have improve...haha...happy 4 tat...erm...time goes fast...many things had happen...good, bad, happy, tears n love...haha...all of tis have happened to me...but now i am happy...feel different...hope tat good things keep on happen to me la...i hope tat v can happy together^^

last day

today is my last day for being 19 years old...many things have happen...sad, happy, sweet, memorable...n more...but all is over d...haha...the important thing is to b happy...although...haix...ermmm...my new wishes....hehe...secret...but I hope tat all my frens n family always happy...^^

第四天

今天是第四天了，虽然已过去了但内心还是有裂痕的存在。我只能说我得坚强，天因为这世界还有许多东西都很重要。nothing is more important tan frenship...after have a conversation with my fren...i felt much more better...n from her...i ly noe tat many thing if she never told me...i will never noe it...thx 4 telling me all tis...你我都一样被伤害了，但得出来的结果都不一样。我会真心祝福你们，因为你们都是我最好的朋友，我希望永远都是，无论发生什么事都好我们都可以是好朋友。好吗？因为能够相识是一种很难得的缘分，所以我们要好好珍惜。好吗？答应我，无论怎样都好，都要把笑容挂在脸上。要做永远的好朋友哦^^

a new year

new year had end...n all is over...happy ending..me likey...haha...everything is back to the normal...n i feel freshing...cuz wat i wish 4 r came true...good...at least every1 is happy...thx to my gor gor 4 being thr 4 me wen i am upset...thx so much...new year...new wishes...new hope...^^