sem break

sem break...is suppose to b happy for it...all of us don have to go to class...tis is most of the student like the most...so do i...but...holiday being at home for the whole day is so damn boring...gosh...can i hang out with my fren or my dear...haix...but...fren have to work...dear not here...how oh...so boring...wen dear is inviting me to somewhr...like to melaka to st. peter...mommy like so don like it...y ah...izziat cuz i told her tat he is my bf...so she don allow...hallo...is just a bf...not the next day i will bcome his wife...plz...at least let me noe...y...i just wanna join...i don wish tat is cuz he is a boy n i am a gal...i noe wat am i doing...tis is my own decision...get more experience to learn whr is place v have done wrong...i noe i have a lovely family...all of u love me so much n don wish i will get hurt...but i noe wat i am doing...i wish after my 21st birthday...u all will let go ur hand...n try to let me do something tat i wish, i wan, i hope to do...n i feel sad bout tat day...dear birthday...n i cant celebrate with him...feel sad n something unhappy happened too...haix...god...plz help us...plz help me...i wish my parents will support wat i do...i am nor longer a little gal anymore...i am going to b 21 next year...plz give me some privacy...