2nd week

suppose to b work hard in my study 1st...but tan i wish to build up a better future at the same time...i noe is kinda hard...will b having a lots of reject from ppl...stress n upset...but all tis will b gone after i success...success without u like less something in my life...i prefer our life will b full of colourful memory...i wonder tat do u think of it too??its stil kinda hard for me to forget everything with u...no is i cant let it go...i am not bear to let it n u go...i prefer tat both of us work together n get our lovely future together...i wish to text u or give u a call...but i am afraid tat u r doing something bz...i wish to hug u n at beside of me sometime...but...i am still waiting n hoping...will v able to get back...ur sleeping face let think bout wats happen between us...n i so wish to lie on u...i just don noe y...my mind keep on thinking of u...n now i noe it y...is cuz i still have the feel to u...but i noe tat after v success...something will change...but not my feel to u...cuz money cant buy a true love...

the 2nd time

i feel funny n sad...is almost gonna b 1 year d...but seem like there r "something" still surrounding between us...i noe tis is not the suitable time for u or me to continue...mayb u r rite...both of us need sometime for our own problem...i wish to at beside u giving all my support...but i will pray for u...although i cant be at beside u...i will still giving my support...i noe tat u can success soon...n find ur way...if u need me...i will b 24 hours on call for u...i will like to b ur listener...miss u so much...n wish u can success soon n bless u dear...