the most lovely n worst month

in tis month...many things had happen between us...wen the day he hold my hand i thought v will b together soon...n wat i think it rly came true...but after one day...he told me tat his family not allow...so v just break...n the next week...he came to me again n told tat wanna b with me...n i said yes...but things cant go so perfect...he told me tat he wanna b with me is cuz he hurt me n wanna compensation so ly b with me...wen i heard wat he said to me...i was so down...n angry...wat i wan is some1 to love me n b with me...not bcuz of compensation so ly b with me...i cant believe it i can get for twice from a same guy...y????y wen he being with me tat time can b so close to me...n told me tat he b with is just bcuz he hurt me badly...all i wan is love from u...

end of the year

christmas is end the year is going to end too...everything is still normal n just the ly thing is i am in sem three now...i had happy, sweet n sad thing happen to me...but all tis is over...wat to do...nth...still another 5 more days...n the year is going to end...all i wish for is..........but....wat ever...i don mind...i don cry for it....just feel a bit disappoint...but i am sure tat it will continue...n i am waiting for tat...gambateh^^

shopping at klang

yesterday was a great day...v woke up bout 10.30 in the morning...follow my god mother anuty Lanny to klang for shopping...haha...after v had our brunch tan v start our journey...v got into a shop name 2L...those clothes n dresses look nice...the staff look bz...n wen is my turn...one of the staff keep taking clothes for me to try...it was omgosh...i feel like i am a doll n it was so damn tired...in the end...v calculate all the thing tat v brought...wen v heard the total of the price it was shock n i almost faint...haha...v brought all those things is over 1 thousand something...omgosh...haha...but at lease v brought those for christmas n chinese new year...n is so enough for me...haha...after shopping...v had our dinner at a seafood restaurant...n so v enjoy a cup of coffee at the Starbucks...haha...i drank dark mocha...it was delicious n i cant fall aslp at nite...haha...wat a tired day...haha...n i think i should on diet...cuz i eat n drink too much...hehe...^^

going to sem 3

so fast...my sem 2 end rdy...during tis two sem...i have a lot of happy n unhappy things happen to me...emo emo...crying...haha...but all rdy have past...face all the thing in with happy face...no matter happy or unhappy...emo emo...crying...disappoint...sad...also have to stay at a happy face...^^

have fun at sunway

today is a fun day...me go out with me collage fren at sunway...v have a movie"harry potter" n tan skating...is fun...n now I finally noe how to skate...thx to my fren...haha...during the movie...i got shock for many times...not ly me...my fren also...haha...v got shocked by a snake from the movie...haha...after v have our movie...v go n eat shake sushi...8 of us ate RM160...haha...n tan v go fro skating...but not all of us...just the 4 of us...n the others was sitting at the side n watching us have fun...haix...it was a fun day...so long never play for the whole day d...i rmb wen i was in high skul...me n my frens like to go jj shopping, watch movie n have our dinner at thr to...kinda miss tat time...miss thm n love thm so much...muackxxx^^

the ending sem

sem two is going to end d...i will soooo gonna miss it soooo damn much...during the sem 2...many thing have change...my fren my life n ppl around me...most of thm change soo much...but me still is me...i life doesn't change much...but something different...fren of mine...the feeling of mine...the life of mine...haix...today is the last day...next week will b our study week d...haix...sem three is going to come...omgosh...can the time don run so fast...i will miss all the think...wat happened in mib...my fren...all...i will miss so much...love u guys...i rly do...^^

have movie with my fren

yesterday me, yiki n yuki wen to pyramid n watch movie...so good...finally i can go out n hv a movie...long time never watch movie d...wish next time can go out n play...v watched "unstoppable"...nice movie...it made me nervous, panic n wish to now the end of the movie...wow...i scream out le...haha...n the pop corn...yuki was the 1 who bought it...but almost i was the 1 who finished it...haix...in the end...no1 fin it...v just left thr...haha...is fun...i like it...no is i love it...^^

无聊的一天

又一个星期了！haix...现在工作只有在星期六才有。无聊！！！！再过不久，就要考试，然后放假，然后又上课。我的生活好像很无趣呢。is like wen u look for something to do, but u cant find it...n wen u don wanna do something, tan the thing will come to u...y ah...haix...i wonder wen can i have fun with my fren...wat is all this life for...study???earn money???life is to enjoy...no stuck in a thing tat u don like it...i like to b freedom...but not too freedom...just don feel boredom tan can d...u noe...like some time u can hang out with ur fren...telling some jokes...laughing bout something...sharing...some time stay at home with family...go shopping with them...actually i don like to stay at home for the whole day...but how...no place to go...if i am going out tan my mom will say tat "y u always like to go out"...if the whole day staying at home tan my mom will say again"don just stay at home, hang out with some1 or go anywhere"...so confuse me...haix...

a week

haix...another week again...so fast my sem 2 is going to end...my final is coming soon...so hv to start study lo...haix...yesterday i learn something new...n i heard something vry meaningful...thr is reason to b success, thr also a reason to b failure...hehe...

learn new thing

yesterday i went to shun yu n learn how to aim a target...a person if without any target it will never success...the most of the thing tat i learn how to treasure people around me...v need more time to be with them...v need money to travel...the most important is the time...if v dont hv time...v cant do anything...the more u think u will receive it...so think positively...if one day u r in a plane...the stewardess told tat u r in a plane going somewhr thr is no end...she hv no idea with the speed of the plane, the weather,wat is the time...do u dare to be on tis plane...so v must have a target...if not v will never success...^^tats wat i learn from shun yu on yesterday...^^

camp at tian zhuan

the camp was nice...i love the part of holy spirit...it's make me so relax n so refreshing after i cry...is like u got not more trouble...it was kinda fun...having new fren...say something funny...making fun of my cousin...haha...if not them i will never noe wat happen to her...haha...bless ya cousin...the camp fire was nice...v sang v danced n v pray with over beloved Jesus...i love u...^^hope can go again...

wat a day

today should b a vry lovely day...i learn new thing from my fren...he teach me how to planing a better future...n tan during the practical class...it was good...playing, laughing n discussing...after tan i went hostel n chat with my fren tan went back to home...wen i came back to home i got a sore throat...omgosh...n i am going to lose my voice...ok...never mind...n tan just now i was taking some hot water...i don noe how was it happen...i burned my hand...omgosh...its hurt n is red in color...help me...haix...

^^

today my class end vry early...so i went to my fren's hostel to wait 4 my mom...wen v r going to leave the collage...it suddenly rain so heavily...is was like omgosh...v cant walk back...so v wait at the reception...n while v was waiting...my fren was like playing a fool with me...thy saw a man standing beside me..n said tat he is my bf...omgosh...wat la...i cant accept la...the man look so old...i think he is bout 30 something d...haha...after tan i wen back to hostel with my fren...v were having a good time...n i take a nap after v joking...wen i woke up...i felt i so damn hungry...tan i look 4 my fren tat thy just came back from practical...i ask thm 4 cake...but thy don hv a knife...so i choose to have a protein...haha...thx to thm...n luckily i never pangsan...haha...

tis few days feeling

tis few days i feel so unstable...tis few days i think a lot of thing...sometimes i don whether i do wrong thing anot...but i try to cheer myself up...i try not to think so much...but sometime helps...sometime don...i think i am going to b crazy d...wen tat i heard something from some1...i feel shock...i don izzit true or not...i hope is true...i hope...i rly rly hope it...i rly hope tat someday it will happen...no matter wat...i will still keep waiting tat day...i will wait 4 tat day...^^bless me...

having great time

yesterday my fren took me to a Lantern Festival party...so called my bro take me kl sentral n go together with my fren...the party was quite fun...n those ppl r so friendly...n thr is 1 person make me shocked..haha...the 1st feel thy gave me is...I can feel so warm at thr...I feel like I am back to the day wen i 1st day get into church youth society...i miss tat time...n now i can feel it back again...is like Jesus is joining us...haha...n guess wat...I make a lot of new fren...n thy talk funny...haha...during the conversation...I feel like Jesus is sitting beside me...tell me tat wat is rite n wat is wrong...which way I should go...n which way I shouldn't go...tis wat I feel...I feel tat i like tat place...n I hope tat 1 day I can go back thr again...n share me feelings to them...thx to my fren...if not him...I never noe tat thr is a place full of happiness place tat i should join...

damn boring holiday

holiday...many ppl say having holiday is good...but 2 me i don think so...is so damn boring at home...no place 2 go...just staying at home...onlining...facebooking...games...all tis accompany u during the holiday...i wanna go out n play...but no1 accompany me...haix...but if go out...wat 2 do...shopping???waste money ly...play???wat 2 play...movie???no1 accompany me...arghhhhhh....plz la...

watched piranha

wow...2day went to watch watch piranha with my fren...the movie was so disgusting...omgosh...i don dare 2 watch it...but i still can watch till the end is vry brave d...haha...if no1 accompany me...i sure don dare 2 watch it alone 1...haha...but hv 2 thx 2 my fren...if he never accompany me...i also cant watch tis movie d...haha...but sad is tat so many ppl suddenly say don wanna go...haix...sad la...but sure next time can watch movie with them again 1...haha...thx...^^4 everything...

oh shit

yesterday was a vry bad day...during the class in the morning...me n million was chatting...n suddenly million run away from her sit...she said there is a cockroach on the celling omgosh....is so horrible...me n million run out from our seat...n suddenly the cockroach fly...i run out from the auditorium...luckily...thx 2 richard..he killed the cockroach...haha...n our practical is baked moon cake...haha...so fun...v enjoy it...wen after donald demo...v clap our hands so hard...haha...^^

sometimes...

sometimes i was thinking...sometimes i wasn't...hehe...sometimes i miss...sometimes i don't...feel bad wen u say those things 2 me...feel sad wen u doing something i don like...i don care wat ppl think...i don care wat ppl say...i just be myself...sometimes i just wanna noe...but u don share it...wat i can do is just pray...pray 2 wish u happy...wish u take k of urself...^^tis is wat i can do...i wish tat no matter wat happen...u will rmb me tis fren will like 2 share everything with u...^^

happy day

time go fast...wow...2 day v made blueberry cheese cake le...haha...is so nice...^^...1 thing i don understand...y ppl keep saying tat thing...haix...y they can't just stop...is non of their business also...y they so ke po 1...haix...noe tan ok d lo...wan me borrow a mike 2 u...haix...wat can i do...haix...mouth is them 1...i can't control wat they wanna say...but think positive...haha...someday they will stop saying 1...b happy...tats wat i have learn 2 day...^^

fun day

haha...happy le...he come n find me...haha...beside tat i was having fun with them during they practice...hehe...actually she is a vry nice gal...as a fren la...haha...y u noe wat am i thinking...izzit the same thing u feel from me...haix...but is happy 4 tat...suddenly miss my zi mui...wish 2 hang out with them...miss u all...^^

happy happy

today me n winnie suddenly bcome vry sam pan...haha...v sing all the kindergarten's song...haha...so memorable n miss those song...haha...v sing together during washing the dish...haha...is so fun...n tan i got family dinner at a seafood restaurant...it was so awesome...especially the crab cooked by the cheese...wow...it was so damn goooood...delicious...haha...n next time, mayb v will go again n eat lobster...haha...cant wait...the Australia's lobster is so damn big...the size is like bout 2 or 3 of my hands...haha...wish i can share all tis with all my fren...^^

movie day

today i went to movie with ron n winnie...v watched "the expandable"...it was a great movie...v having fun the whole day...v go 4 lunch after movie...during that time...v talked a lot of things...happy or unhappy things...fun...hope 2 have movie with them again...hehe...^^

moody

have a conversation with my fren...make me feel better more...i don care wat happen in the future...i don mind wat will happen 2 the next...i just wan an answer...y u don just let me noe...no matter wat...i will still b there...as a fren...i will tell u tat...no matter wat happen 2 u...i will try my best 2 help u...don torment urself...don keep all the things with u...u told me 2 share with u...but how bout u...y don u just share with me...y u keep all things with urself...face the problem don avoid...this is not the way 2 solve the problem...bcuz v r fren...i ly care bout u...mayb something u don wanna let me noe...is ok...fine...but i wish tat...don hurt urself...

moody week

wat a bad week...feeling bad...crying...n is the 1st time i cry til like tat...haix...i feel so sry 2 those who worrying me 1...cuz of me...haix...wish tat it will never happen again...n the whole week is like so tired...help me...ly the 2nd week of my 2nd semester...already feel vry tired d...bad la like tis...have 2 work...do assignment...haix...but i sure can do it 1...hehe...cheer up gal...u can do it...hehe...

feel sick

mayb tis few days i sleep late...i feel tat i got sick...haix...i don wan 2 get sick...i hate 2 b a sick ppl...mayb i think 2 much...mayb i am not going 2 sick...haha...hope so...

my 2nd semester

my 1st sem had ended...n now i having my 2nd sem... guess wat...i am a senior now...haha...n yesterday i have my 1st sem 2 practical...hehe...is a kinda fun...making new fren with junior...they look a bit of shy...but i am sure tat it ly take tis few days...i think v will b vry close after those few days...hehe...new sem...new life...new fren...haha...

study week

haix...my exam is on next week...n now i got no mood 2 study...so how...i still have 2 study...haix...y v do have 2 take examination...wat is so important with the result...just a piece of paper...everyone crazy studying n is just 4 a paper..haix...y...although i vry hate of exam...i still have 2 study...i still have 2 get a good result on the paper...boring week...with all the books...

wat should i do with my eyes

i don understand...no matter how early i sleep...my eyes still got dark circle...so sad...y...izzit the reason tat i start make up...n it cause my eyes til like tat...if is rly...i don wan...n my eyes feel so dry...i wan my original eyes back...plz...can someone teach me wat can i do with my eyes...plz help me!!!!

stupid day

wat a stupid idiot day...actually 2 days in a vry good mood...ten after class i n my frens go 4 lunch...i ordered a porridge n get ready 2 eat...n suddenly i feel something walk through my feet...n wen i look on it...tat is a cockroach...i scream out n jump out from my sit n million 2 ...it was totally omgosh...y tis thing will happen 2 me...wen i sit back down on my place...it comes again...tis time it fly 2 my thigh...i scream again n run out from my sit again...my tears r going 2 come out...n wen it run off...i feel unsafe on my place...my hand was shaking...i scare tat there will be 3rd time...so i change my place...tan i ly feel better...

the feeling of having part time job

wow...is the 3rd day i having part time job at my academy...is a kinda fun...but it's make me so tried...haha...confusing rite...sometime i was thinking tat should i take tis job...cuz everytime i have 2 find someone 2 fetch me home...although is the 3rd day...i sure noe tat they will be complain 4 ut...it so annoying...

one day trip at kuala selangor

yesterday was a vry tried day...i totally baked 300 bread 4 today...i was getting crazy...n i can't believe tat i can baked 300 bread in a day...n today morning wen i get there...all of the anuty n uncle said tat my bread is delicious...haha...i was vry happy to heard tat...they said tat my bread can sell it to the public d...haha...n today's trip...it was fun...v go n visit monkey n feed them...they looks like vry hungry...they just grab from us...n i was "oh my gosh"...haha...after tan v go n buy some seafood...n is fun to have a one day trip...wish 2 go again 2 other place next time...

a cloudy day...

having dinner with the whole family n anuty Irena at klang...the food are so nice if i am getting bite by the mosquito i will eat more tat just now...haix...i hate those mosquito...they looks like just coma 4 me...my brother told me tat i being bite by the mosquito is becuz my blood is not clean...i am angry bout my pendrive...it getting me so angry...cuz all of my pc cannot read my pendrive...n i can't open it...n take my file out...inside of my pendrive got so many important thing of my...haix...the ly way to fixed it is get a new 1...haix....sad la....

2 day feelings...

wow...so long never write blog d...2 day feel vry no mood...haiz...don noe y...haix...maybe is the 1st sem...so it will be something happen...yesterday go cinema watch Ip Man again...haha...but not as fun as the 1st time...tat time i watch with ivy, yuki n kuan...haha...v have so much fun...wish 2 watch movie with them again...

having fun at mib

wow...today one of my fren birthday...haha...the whole class go 2 KFC n celebrate 4 him...n donald baked a cake 4 him 2...v all r having fun...the food is too much...most of them cannot finish it 2...haix...he is a vry frindly person...he was so busy at that time...busy 2 serve all of his frens...just like he was getting marry...haha...

having fun

yesterday my fren ivy yong suddenly call me out 4 dinner...she came here bout 8.15pm...n tan she take me 2 pyramid just 4 a dinner at Mcd...haha...but v have a lot of fun...n today after class me n my frens go 2 pizza 4 lunch...wow...v chat...n v sharing a lot of things...is fun...but 1 of my being so lonely...so v try 2 entertainment her...finally she feel a bit better...wish she don think 2 much n be happy...

more knowing bout my accedemy

a new week...n 2 day i baked 2 cake 2...is a butter cake...v having a lots of fun...n knowing each other...v talked bout a lot of things...n i like knowing new fren...happy happy...^^

i don understand

y u all should let me noe it...something i don like 2 noe it...i wish i never noe it...but y u all must let me noe...i hate tat u all doing thing tat is not good 2 ur body...y u all like 2 hurt urself with doing tis kind of thing...will it let u feel better wen u all doing it...plz...i hope tat u all will never do it again...i wish tat all ppl beside me is fully healthy...i wish so...

one of my fren sunday birthday...so v decided 2 celebrate with her 2 day...but v just having a lunch with her ly...v have a good day...n i noe a new fren call million...izzit her name funny...haha...but she is a vry nice gal...having good time with new fren...^^

3nd day at baking academy

wow....it's a kind of fun tat i study at baking academy...i learn a lot n i get 2 noe new frens...wen the time my fren called me 2 a other academy 2 study...i heard her n i wanna study at there...but my parents disagree me 2 study at there...so i try 2 tell them tat i wanna study at another academy...during tat time i fail 2 communication with my parents...i was so angry n sad...they never heard wat i wanna say...sometimes i rly think tat they doesn't noe wat rly i wan...so finally i go 2 the academy tat i'm studying now...but now i noe wat they do is for me...n i am rly happy tat i study in tis academy...hope it will be more fun at there...^^