the most lovely n worst month

in tis month...many things had happen between us...wen the day he hold my hand i thought v will b together soon...n wat i think it rly came true...but after one day...he told me tat his family not allow...so v just break...n the next week...he came to me again n told tat wanna b with me...n i said yes...but things cant go so perfect...he told me tat he wanna b with me is cuz he hurt me n wanna compensation so ly b with me...wen i heard wat he said to me...i was so down...n angry...wat i wan is some1 to love me n b with me...not bcuz of compensation so ly b with me...i cant believe it i can get for twice from a same guy...y????y wen he being with me tat time can b so close to me...n told me tat he b with is just bcuz he hurt me badly...all i wan is love from u...