Rainy Saturday...

Dear all, today I went to photo shop to get my graduation photo...n I gave it to mom have a look...n suddenly mom ask me about my dear...I was shock...n she ask me tat am I still with him...I don noe how to answer her...it makes me feel so complicated...I don noe how to tell her tat I am still with him...I don wish to lie to her...I feel so bad wen I lie to her every time wen I hang out with my dear...I wish to tell my whole family tat he is my dear...I wish to bring him back home for dinner too...I wish bring him along wen v have a family trip...I wish tat he can celebrate every festival with my family as well...but...why...why...I don noe how to tell thm...I wish to tell...but I don wish tat the "thing" will happen again...I don wish to choose...I don wan to choose...wat can I do...who can teach me...I just wish to b together with some1 tat I love...jesus...can u help me...can u teach me wat to do...wat can do tat can make all of thm happy...I don wish to lose any1...I don wan to lose my dear...