i am sry for being moody

yesterday nite...i suddenly feel moody...i wrote some "rubbish" to dear...i am so stupid...i feel so unsafe...i noe wat i wrote out will couse him problem...will disturb his thinking...i shouldn't say something like tat to him...i am sry...i am rly rly sry...plz don b mad...plz....

the 2nd month of sem break

i have work in cake sense for 1 and a half month d...wow...working at thr is quite fun...ppl thr r fun...although is boring...but at least i can noe some1 new n something new from thr...sometimes feel like so tired n slpy during working...no choice...cuz is toooooo boring...no customer...wat to do...all of thm go to our "neighbor"....three cake shop "fight" in a same area...haix...but soon i am gonna resigning d...1 more month...tan i will say goodbye d...hehe...time for me to slp d...now me still have to continue for work...tomolo morning...haix...hehe...

hang out with dear n his fren

yesterday nite i was still thinking...how am i gonna meet dear today...so i call gor gor drop me to mib...but tis morning i received a call from dear...he said tat his on the way to my house n is gonna reach too...wow...haha...wen he reached...i jump into the car...n i saw his fren...he study in cilantro too...haha...all dear told me bout him is so true...haix...he knock a person car by hand n is cuz the car almost block us...omg...haix...but he is funny guy...n today dear bring us to Amway HQ for visit...is a huge building...wow..ppl r frenly...n i saw some of the ppl tat i knew from the center...n 1 is dear at center de mommy...hehe...now i noe d...he ly scare of her...haha...he intro all bout the center to me...the factory...n thy shop at thr...i saw the odm watch...so wish to buy it...so nice...n after tat v wen to dear pj's house to take his demo file...hehe^^after tat v wen to fish's salon...i go n cut my hair...now my front hair short d...hehe...n v met a guy tat is so like to chui shui...all of us so betahan tat guy...haix...after dinner dear n his fren send me back home...luckily nobody scold me...haha...happy happy...thy don have to worry...hanging out with dear i will b back home soon de...cuz my dear noe the rules...haha...but is happy to hang out with dear n his fren today...hope can hang out with thm again^^♥♥♥

hi hi^^

wow...long time din come inside here n write something d...haha...sem break still got 2 more months to go...work at cakesense for 1 month d...hehe..so fast...last friday i was off...so i planned to go pyramid...in the first nobody accompany to go...so i just think of go there alone...tan i told dear...he just said, ok la...i accompany you to pyramid...haha...happy happy...we watch fast five...wat a nice movie we had...thx dear for come and accompany me tat day...hehe...and joann is going to have her exam and i am her model...hehe...free facial for me...hehe...and just saw ivy's blog...ly knew tat her bb just past away...feel sad for her...bb accompany us for 1 year when we still at high school...all the best la...is time to get rdy for work d...hehe...bye la^^

1st day working

today is my 1st day working...so nervous n scary...haha...ppl thr r friendly...n 1 thing is...i have to rmb all the name of the bread n the price...omgosh...arghhhhh...thr r so many of thm..."thy "may noe me...but i don...TT...haix...never mind...since i have choose to work at thr...i have the responsible to rmb it...i believe tat i can rmb all of it...hehe...

1st date

13/4...our vry 1st date...haha...3 month...v have together for 3 month...i din think of all tis will rly come true to me...i din think of v will b together...but all tis rly do come true...u have come into my heart, my life n my dream...but i am afraid tat...the day wen u leave me...wat will gonna happen to me...i feel scare...can v just together forever...i cant imagine tat wen i lost u...wat will happen to me...but i do enjoy it...thx dear for accompany me... although u feel tired or unwell...u din say it out to let me noe...u let enjoy the whole movie n the whole day...but even thought u din say it out...i still can feel it...u r feeling unwell during the movie...wen i ask u...u never say anything n just call me enjoy...u try not to let me worry...but if next happen the same thing...i sure will call u go back...no matter how...self health is more important tan anything^^

sem break

sem break...is suppose to b happy for it...all of us don have to go to class...tis is most of the student like the most...so do i...but...holiday being at home for the whole day is so damn boring...gosh...can i hang out with my fren or my dear...haix...but...fren have to work...dear not here...how oh...so boring...wen dear is inviting me to somewhr...like to melaka to st. peter...mommy like so don like it...y ah...izziat cuz i told her tat he is my bf...so she don allow...hallo...is just a bf...not the next day i will bcome his wife...plz...at least let me noe...y...i just wanna join...i don wish tat is cuz he is a boy n i am a gal...i noe wat am i doing...tis is my own decision...get more experience to learn whr is place v have done wrong...i noe i have a lovely family...all of u love me so much n don wish i will get hurt...but i noe wat i am doing...i wish after my 21st birthday...u all will let go ur hand...n try to let me do something tat i wish, i wan, i hope to do...n i feel sad bout tat day...dear birthday...n i cant celebrate with him...feel sad n something unhappy happened too...haix...god...plz help us...plz help me...i wish my parents will support wat i do...i am nor longer a little gal anymore...i am going to b 21 next year...plz give me some privacy...