hi hi^^

wow...long time din come inside here n write something d...haha...sem break still got 2 more months to go...work at cakesense for 1 month d...hehe..so fast...last friday i was off...so i planned to go pyramid...in the first nobody accompany to go...so i just think of go there alone...tan i told dear...he just said, ok la...i accompany you to pyramid...haha...happy happy...we watch fast five...wat a nice movie we had...thx dear for come and accompany me tat day...hehe...and joann is going to have her exam and i am her model...hehe...free facial for me...hehe...and just saw ivy's blog...ly knew tat her bb just past away...feel sad for her...bb accompany us for 1 year when we still at high school...all the best la...is time to get rdy for work d...hehe...bye la^^

1st day working

today is my 1st day working...so nervous n scary...haha...ppl thr r friendly...n 1 thing is...i have to rmb all the name of the bread n the price...omgosh...arghhhhh...thr r so many of thm..."thy "may noe me...but i don...TT...haix...never mind...since i have choose to work at thr...i have the responsible to rmb it...i believe tat i can rmb all of it...hehe...

1st date

13/4...our vry 1st date...haha...3 month...v have together for 3 month...i din think of all tis will rly come true to me...i din think of v will b together...but all tis rly do come true...u have come into my heart, my life n my dream...but i am afraid tat...the day wen u leave me...wat will gonna happen to me...i feel scare...can v just together forever...i cant imagine tat wen i lost u...wat will happen to me...but i do enjoy it...thx dear for accompany me... although u feel tired or unwell...u din say it out to let me noe...u let enjoy the whole movie n the whole day...but even thought u din say it out...i still can feel it...u r feeling unwell during the movie...wen i ask u...u never say anything n just call me enjoy...u try not to let me worry...but if next happen the same thing...i sure will call u go back...no matter how...self health is more important tan anything^^

sem break

sem break...is suppose to b happy for it...all of us don have to go to class...tis is most of the student like the most...so do i...but...holiday being at home for the whole day is so damn boring...gosh...can i hang out with my fren or my dear...haix...but...fren have to work...dear not here...how oh...so boring...wen dear is inviting me to somewhr...like to melaka to st. peter...mommy like so don like it...y ah...izziat cuz i told her tat he is my bf...so she don allow...hallo...is just a bf...not the next day i will bcome his wife...plz...at least let me noe...y...i just wanna join...i don wish tat is cuz he is a boy n i am a gal...i noe wat am i doing...tis is my own decision...get more experience to learn whr is place v have done wrong...i noe i have a lovely family...all of u love me so much n don wish i will get hurt...but i noe wat i am doing...i wish after my 21st birthday...u all will let go ur hand...n try to let me do something tat i wish, i wan, i hope to do...n i feel sad bout tat day...dear birthday...n i cant celebrate with him...feel sad n something unhappy happened too...haix...god...plz help us...plz help me...i wish my parents will support wat i do...i am nor longer a little gal anymore...i am going to b 21 next year...plz give me some privacy...

after 1 week back from japan

wow...1st time went to japan...fun......but v din go for Disneyland...too bad...all is because of the tsunami n the earthquake...every places of tokyo going to have no electricity for 3 hour...so cant go...bad n sad...i purpose of going to japan is to Disneyland...but my dream have broke...haix...too bad...wish can go to Disneyland someday...the most excited place is at fuji mountain...i go for spa after v put our luggage into the room...all of us are nude...haha...n tan nite wen i was getting rdy to slp...suddenly earthquake...all of run out from room...omgosh...but at least v having a lot of fun in the whole trip...haha...

1st time

yesterday keith suddenly invite me to swim...wow...i din swim 4 many years d...haha...tan today after morning class...me, my dear, keith, peter n arif go n swim...haha...v had a lot of fun...after v swim...v wen 4 lunch...n suddenly dear mommy call him..n ask y he din go 4 class...n he feel innocent n mad...n something happen...i wish i tat i ly think too much...but i feel bad...my heart like got something making me feel bad...plz don do like tat to me...u either scold me or wat ever...but don leave me alone...i just wish tat no matter wat happen u will hope tat i will b beside u...happy, sad, up set, angry...or wat...wat ever u do just don ignore me...i don like it...u can tell me...if u r not happy...i will b thr 4 u no matter wat...always...

feel sry to u

today wen heard u said bout the "thing"...i feel bad n guilty of it...i am sry to u...i shouldn't do tat thing to u...i thought u have forgot...but...i am so sry...from the v start to have tis kind of relation...i noe it will b difficult...but everything still going fine...but sometime i rly think of...wat r v now...sometime like v r..but sometime don...am i...who i am to u...can i noe the answer...can i noe it...