The first week

Me n u have separated for 1 week d...I noe u r tired n sick for now...sry...I din now tat u rly feel tired...is my bad...Mayb is rite...Mayb not now but in future...I don noe how long will I need to wait...but wen time goes away...it seem to b something has change...the time v separate...I do feel sad for it...but I now the reason...not because of both of us...but my family...wat thy c now is nth from u...but wen the day u have full of success...thing will b change...everyone will have different feel to u d...dear...I rly wish tat I can b ur side all the time wen u need me...n I also wish tat u will too...but first thing is tat I need to build up a good relationship with my family...but I hoe tat after all this...u r the first person I like too share with...not as fren...not special fren...but my dear...my future husband...with all the support n agree from my family...u r one of my target too...I rdy love u more tan I thought..may the god bless us...

Bout me

I do rly noe tat u all r love me...care bout me...worry bout me...but do u all
Noe tat I can make my own decision...my own future...as u all said...I am no longer a little girl anymore...I am 21 years old...I noe wat I am doing...n I have my own way to choose who I love n like to b with...if is too much u guys will make me feel annoying...I noe wat u all do is good for me...but I wanna do some decision by myself...my way...my opinion...I noe all tis is just a challenge for me n him...both of us will accept all the challenge u all give it to us...n time will approve everything...cuz I have the most important person who support n love me...tat is Jesus...n the 2nd person is my dear Terence...

Think positive^^

Sometime I rly don noe have thy rly noe me...am I rly tat kind of person in their heart...if thy don wish to give me any support...I am ok with tat...I noe wat thy think...before all wat thy said to me...I rly think of it before...is tis bf rly suit to me...do he rly can protect me...do he rly can give me happiness in future...I do rly think before...but if u guys feel he rly is tis kind of person tan I am total speechless...is like I don noe wat to say...is just let the time shows everything...wat he rly r...wat kind of person he is...do he rly can protect me...give happiness...just let the time prove it...think positive tis wat my teacher always says to us...

moody day

v have a settlement with each other...i noe tat is just need time for us...but it make feel like i am not sad...not happy..but moody...i have no idea why...feel so complicated...i noe the problem will keep on going if both of us don settle it soon...i noe is hard to let her accept u...i noe...she just need time...wen i woke up tis morning...i feel so different...i don noe wat kind of different...i feel like i have no mood...but i feel ok...keep on looking with my phone...wonder will u give me a text or a call...but no...nth...wen my phone rang...i was wondering...will tat b u...but upset...not...i wonder tonight will u keep the promise tat i said...i wish u will...i will wait for u...

Sad...

Is it really age make us feel distance...no...I don think so...no matter how...I wont give up my relationship tis easily...is hard to find a person tat u love n is also vry patient on everything...hope tat u all understand me...i noe wat I am doing...noe how to make my own decision...I hope I get respect n support from all of u...I din think of make u all to worry...I just noe wat I am doing...just give me a break...

sad day...

Yesterday Was suppose to b a wonderful day...but after a thing had happen...everything has ruin...sometime I rly don understand...y...I am just hanging out with my fren...I din do sometime like drug or clubbing...my fren is all better tan gor gor thm much...I din even go n smoke also...is I don understand thm or is thy din try to understand me...is like do my parents rly noe me...I noe I did something wrong in the 1st place...I noe I din tell thm is my fault...I feel so unfair for being treat by thm...I noe thy care bout me I noe love me...but sometime I rly wan my life...

No success no love

Yesterday my dear told me tat...he just know tat bobo n pkk break up is cuz thy wanna reach their target 1st ly continue their love story...it make s me feel so their r vry brave to make tis kind of decision...I can't make the same way as thy did...omg...if my dear also wanna make tis kind of decision too...I can say is nth...if both of us also feel the same way...tan v just follow wat our upline do...cuz follow their step...tab v will b success like thm...so me n dear must b success vry fast...I think before my graduation...v sure rdy reach our target...i am vry sure for tat...cuz I wanna prove to my parents n my family...wat I do now is for my future...yes go dear...v can reach our diamond way soon...