moody day

v have a settlement with each other...i noe tat is just need time for us...but it make feel like i am not sad...not happy..but moody...i have no idea why...feel so complicated...i noe the problem will keep on going if both of us don settle it soon...i noe is hard to let her accept u...i noe...she just need time...wen i woke up tis morning...i feel so different...i don noe wat kind of different...i feel like i have no mood...but i feel ok...keep on looking with my phone...wonder will u give me a text or a call...but no...nth...wen my phone rang...i was wondering...will tat b u...but upset...not...i wonder tonight will u keep the promise tat i said...i wish u will...i will wait for u...

Sad...

Is it really age make us feel distance...no...I don think so...no matter how...I wont give up my relationship tis easily...is hard to find a person tat u love n is also vry patient on everything...hope tat u all understand me...i noe wat I am doing...noe how to make my own decision...I hope I get respect n support from all of u...I din think of make u all to worry...I just noe wat I am doing...just give me a break...

sad day...

Yesterday Was suppose to b a wonderful day...but after a thing had happen...everything has ruin...sometime I rly don understand...y...I am just hanging out with my fren...I din do sometime like drug or clubbing...my fren is all better tan gor gor thm much...I din even go n smoke also...is I don understand thm or is thy din try to understand me...is like do my parents rly noe me...I noe I did something wrong in the 1st place...I noe I din tell thm is my fault...I feel so unfair for being treat by thm...I noe thy care bout me I noe love me...but sometime I rly wan my life...

No success no love

Yesterday my dear told me tat...he just know tat bobo n pkk break up is cuz thy wanna reach their target 1st ly continue their love story...it make s me feel so their r vry brave to make tis kind of decision...I can't make the same way as thy did...omg...if my dear also wanna make tis kind of decision too...I can say is nth...if both of us also feel the same way...tan v just follow wat our upline do...cuz follow their step...tab v will b success like thm...so me n dear must b success vry fast...I think before my graduation...v sure rdy reach our target...i am vry sure for tat...cuz I wanna prove to my parents n my family...wat I do now is for my future...yes go dear...v can reach our diamond way soon...

Happy friday

Omg...I met back my primary schoolmate...haha...n I found all my dear fren d...I so happy...before tat I keep thinking tat...will I meet thm back...I miss thm so much...haha...happy happy...n baby change the state into engage...haha..feel so sweet n I love my baby so much...baby...v sure can together become dd soon...n v can go travel together le...can go "honey moon" early...haha...

Bullshit

Is suppose to b a great day for me...until wat she said...stupid n bullshit reason...is true...I have no reason to make u to like him n accept...but u r giving a vry bad reason to me...n it hurt too...can u give me a good reason wen u said tis reason...u don even now who he is...n just give me such a stupid n bullshit reason...u have no reason to give a comment like tis...u should support me...but wat i gain from u is all tis rubbish...thx for it...n I will prove it to u someday...n I am sure tat u will b regret wat u have said to me...

My 21st birthday

I was happy... N I am glad tat my dear celebrate my birth with me...although without present...I am still happy for it...my heart keep on wonder n wonder tat will he able to celebrate with me...haha...surprise...yes he is able to...at his popo's house...his family n cousin...haha...I was so happy n I appreciate it...thx for all...don feel bad for everything...the most important thing is...u r beside me wen I need u...I love you dear^^thx god for giving me a lovely birthday...wish tat me n his dream will come true...n v can travel around the world together...forever n ever...a men^^